Wednesday, May 13, 2009

now

last night I couldn't sleep. I'd toss and turn, toss and turn, and finally drift off only to dream of A or D or more juvenile nightmares too and wake up within the hour.

the pieces are falling into place perfectly. I LOVE my job, I LOVE the new apt.

But it'll take me a while to learn to balance everything. Right now I feel sooooo disconnected. I haven't spent time with Ashley or Lindsey or Stella in what feels like ages (NB: I suppose this is by choice atm, but I need to go to bed), let ALONE latesacaitlinbethanyvincentericalexmomdadcarlyandrealydia etc...

sweet marie, there's a hole where your heart should be

2 comments:

  1. We miss you but you will see us all soon! Just settle back and enjoy things! We're all kinda starting to move into what I think of as Phase 4 of life (Phase 1 was pre-high school, 2 was high school, 3 was college). I think this is going to be really different for all of us...but you are a friend forever, so no worries. :)

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  2. Things will calm down. In the meantime--sweet dreams, dearie! <3

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